My dad, excellent in his suffering, has shown how to lose, how to spend the time it takes to grieve it and enjoy the rest that makes life worth living. My dad should have a medal in suffering. If I knew where to get them I’d send word.
Some of his suffering, he played a causal part in, but who cares. It doesn’t have a qualifying relationship to “deserving” empathy and the spiritual nod. Those come because of Love, not our performance.
None of us are foreigners to suffering others, ourselves, cause, accident, defined and ignominious explanations. For reason and for lack of reason we suffer. No, the etiology of suffering isn’t why we care about its abuse. Sure we hope not to repeat mistakes that lead to suffering and that makes it’s etiology worth reflection, but not as
a qualifier to caring.
Between one grief and another, between this fault and that fault, the loss “Is.” It just Is. That’s Dad’s presence I’m talking about.
In a culture counting and studying our wrongs and our rights for the purpose of squeezing currency out of it, we need presence. Presence allows for all the rest. The healing. The forgiveness. The grieving. The hope that remains. Presence allows for us to continue valued.
Presence allows us to live for what is still worth living for.
After writing blog-post “When You Are Hurting, Remember Why You Want To Live, And Live For That,” I heard from someone suffering via his fabulous on-line monthly journal “Psyche’s Flashlight.” He said,
I read this after a recent stint in the hospital, and I can’t tell you how much it resonates with me. This is what saved my life.
Question: What has helped keep you away from qualifying your suffering or that of others? Please tell me your story.
- When You Are Hurting, Remember Why You Want To Live, And Live For That (friendtoyourself.com)