Patient on Patient Crime – Our Response to Our Own Illness

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Self-Care Tip #238 – Think about your response to your own behaviors and emotions.

Bianca agreed with her husband.  She was too depressed.  She never wanted to go out and cried a lot. Perhaps she even deserved to be cheated on and abandoned because she was so unbearably dull.

Pause button.

We have discussed where behaviors and emotions come from – the brain.  We have identified the brain as human material, matter, biological and as susceptible as anywhere else on the body to illness.  In short, We could say at this point that Bianca is in a Major Depressive Disorder – a medical disease.   There are many medical diseases secondary to design, behaviors or lack of behaviors.  Or for other reasons.  However, I don’t know many medically ill that when the spouse walks out on her, we say,

Well of course!  She had cancer!

Or,

He lost his leg in a car accident, get someone else!

But throw in some aberrant emotions and behaviors for unacceptable time, and the escaping spouse is given running shoes as a gift from their concerned community.

How could he stand her!  Of course he left.  She wasn’t taking care of his needs.

You see the disparity and when written this way, it looks really ugly and I apologize.  I’m not trying to thumb people for biases and prejudice.  Both parties are hurt.  I’m also not trying to say that this happens only in marriage.  It happens in almost any setting.  Emotions and behaviors are just not considered to be symptoms of disease.

Have you ever heard the term, “Women on women crime?”  Well this is something like that.  I’m thinking much of this will improve when we treat ourselves with more insight and understanding consistent with our biopsychosocial model.  If we don’t do this first, who will.  We aren’t responsible for how others treat us, but we are responsible at least for ourselves.

This is one more wonderful way of claiming our right to say, self-care starts and ends with Me!

Questions:  How can we wrap our beliefs around this seemingly enigmous concept that when someone is crotchety, negative, irritable, inattentive or boring – it might not have been because they chose to be that way?  How do you own if in yourself?  Please tell me your story.

Who Are The Sick? From Here to The Moon.

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Self-Care Tip #162 – Know your need for self-care.

Question:  In FriendToYourself.com, am I writing to people who are sick?

I was speaking with Beth Jusino the other night, when she asked me this.  I thought I’d ask you in turn.  You readers might be interested in commenting.

What is mental illness?  Are you writing to people who are sick?

Beth is smart.  She’s heard of Major Depressive Disorder, Schizophrenia and such.  She didn’t ask me this question so I could read her the DSM IV-TR.  She was asking how far mental illness is allowed to go before it gets named.  And how about the space beyond?  Are there bits that aren’t named?  Does it drift along an arch between Crispy Health and Completely Ill?

What do you think?

One reason I like to write #mentalillness hashtags on @Twitter is because I have a theory that people who have allowed themselves to be named, who have accepted to any degree a need for help, who have released their history and claimed their future over and over again – well I have a theory about these people that explains why I write to them.

These people are more able to hear the knocking sounds of wanting.  These people are more available to grow.  These people accept the gift of health and any space between here and there where they find themselves, all the while pressing; a courageous forward effort to freedoms.  These people care about self-care and they know they are accountable for it.

I remember this,

It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick.

It makes sense.  However, it isn’t as easy as calling a spade a spade, and not because I’m lacking honesty and directness.

I heard a variation of this analogy years ago and I don’t know who said it first.

If you ask me to compete in a slam dunk contest with Michael Jordan, competition would be over before it began.  I’d trip, travel, and carry my way to the net and not get air.  But move the basketball net to the moon, ask us to dunk and the competition is just as over.  The space of air between my shoes and the earth is not much different from the space between Mr. Jordan’s shoes and the earth when we are both shooting for a basketball hoop on the moon.

Maybe you get where I’m going with this.

What do you think?  What do you say to Beth or anyone on this?

Lure Yourself Like a Lover

 

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Self-Care Tip #88 – Win yourself over.  Be a friend to yourself.

Dr. White works with mostly women in primary care medicine.  She tells me that her women so often come in tired, overextended, and they say they don’t feel good.  She wonders why they think they can run 2 full-time jobs (parenting and employment) without suffering for it.  Her counsel is to down scale.

My patients do so much better when they are working part-time.

Christie, a mom of 3 who works full-time, tells me tonight,

It’s hard.

That’s not new news but nor is it small news.  How many of us nod when on the subject of self-care.  We sagely stroke our chin yet are nowhere to be found on the list of topics of interest.  Do we even get pleasure out of taking care of ourselves?

I think there’s a misperception here.  The hard part is not doing the 2 jobs that Dr. White’s patients work.  It is working our own person.  Maybe if we found more pleasure in caring for ourselves we would.  Maybe if we connected that caring for ourselves is the minus-1 to the starting point of caring for others.  We can get hooked.  We can.  But it won’t be the same for all of us.   Any way you turn it though, we have to make it sticky, linked to pleasure, and making sense.

Question: Is there anything specific you can think of that contributes to self-care being a positive thing in your life?  Please tell me your story.